I have been broken. Utterly and Completely broken. It takes a situation, or event, in your life, in which you have absolutely no control for you to realize that it is God’s. I have been placed in a situation of this sort, and only the Word brings me comfort in this time.
Psalm 34:18
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
I am brokenhearted, and I am truly crushed in spirit. The hard thing is realizing that the LORD is close to me, when I feel so far away. I have no control, or say. I am just a participant, but only if GOD, or the other players want me to be. Looking on from the sidelines has to be one of the most painful things that I have ever done. I need prayer, and lots of it. I feel as if I am at my wits end. It will be impossible for me to continue in this of my own strength. I am going to have to continue using GOD’s strength, something that I should have done from the begining. I know GOD is good, and I need to trust him. After all, he is the creator of all things.
Thats all for now folks, until next time.
